im leaving now to slay the foe
fight the battles high and low
im leaving.. hear me go!
please wish me luck
today iv grown my wings i want to fly
seize my victories where they lie
im going bt please dont cry
just let me find my way
i want to see and touch and hear
though there are danger there are fears
ill smile my smiles & dry my tears
please let me speak my say
im off to find my world my dreams
carve my niche sew my seams
remember as i sail my streams
ill love u all the way
its been like ive known this would happen...
a miracle have waked me from my dream to have this vision..
obstacles supported that it was sure..
yet still i ignored..
now that it has turned this way
u too witness and regret it has happened...!!
Trust is all I ask for..
when an emotional injury takes place
the body begins a process
as natural as the healing of a physical wound
let the process happen
trust that nature will do the healing
know that the pain wil pass
and when it passes you wil b stronger
happier more sensitive and aware
the body begins a process
as natural as the healing of a physical wound
let the process happen
trust that nature will do the healing
know that the pain wil pass
and when it passes you wil b stronger
happier more sensitive and aware
^..Lost Gem..^
It was hard to find that diamond between all those fake stones. Hard to reach but not impossible. I don’t know... what gave away to such a relation that blossomed during time. Perfectly carved and brilliance were its qualities but the wonder still took forward... who could have lost it during the journey??? Even if lost, when found out, why didn’t cum back in search??? Anyway it’s not about the loss that counts, it’s about the gain which I have.
If not he had’th lost I shall neither have gained... sounds quite old fashioned but it’s the truth. During the past years of my life I was lucky enough to have a gem with me through out. That I found, kept... and eventually lost. Some of them were lost yet regained broken, which I held closer to thy heart. These past days I’ve regretted about the lost gems... not anymore. I’ve lost them for else to find. It maybe thee the one who holds my once lost gem. Precious they are not because I used to have them, cause they are worth a life time...
During these years... the count of stones skipped but not of the gems. Each has a different life but once they were linked to mine. No longer I hold them for somewhere along the journey, I misplaced and refused to turn back...
It seems quite weird... when you know I’m talking about you and still you wonder who is that lucky person mentioned in my scratch.
I MISS YOU...
I don’t know... while the crowd reads through... will your eyes too shine onto my blog..
I miss you more than words could say... , I miss you more than emotions could convey... . Don’t know why... even though I took a promise... that I’ll never regret any moment in my life I seem to have broken it... . Its true a single word could make or break a life... just a single word could take you to cloud nine... as well as crush your heart deep down... . I don’t know why I’ve never told you what’s in my mind... may it be friendship... may it b love... . I’ve always found myself hiding behind the pillars... though you seemed to have noticed... there was no motion from your side... . While reading you may wonder why there is so much of a gap... why don’t the words cling to itself... . I use “if” to complete my sentences, “if” either you or I had the courage, things wouldn’t have travelled the way it did. No more tears to shed, no more to regret and nothing more shall I say than that I love you more than myself. I don’t know why, again and again I ask myself "why am I that crazy about you???" Why do you seem to be so special to me, when your are just a normal guy through the vision of others. I still don’t know why when your name speaks up, I seem to be lost in a world of my own, making my ears deaf of what they talk. I don’t want to know anything more about you than what I’ve understood. I don’t want to listen to their words being sharp on you, I can’t just take it. Even though I’m aware that somewhere along the journey you went wrong. I refuse to believe it. Let things be as such, if these emotions are a dream then let me sleep forever for at least I can be with you until I wake...
I miss you more than words could say... , I miss you more than emotions could convey... . Don’t know why... even though I took a promise... that I’ll never regret any moment in my life I seem to have broken it... . Its true a single word could make or break a life... just a single word could take you to cloud nine... as well as crush your heart deep down... . I don’t know why I’ve never told you what’s in my mind... may it be friendship... may it b love... . I’ve always found myself hiding behind the pillars... though you seemed to have noticed... there was no motion from your side... . While reading you may wonder why there is so much of a gap... why don’t the words cling to itself... . I use “if” to complete my sentences, “if” either you or I had the courage, things wouldn’t have travelled the way it did. No more tears to shed, no more to regret and nothing more shall I say than that I love you more than myself. I don’t know why, again and again I ask myself "why am I that crazy about you???" Why do you seem to be so special to me, when your are just a normal guy through the vision of others. I still don’t know why when your name speaks up, I seem to be lost in a world of my own, making my ears deaf of what they talk. I don’t want to know anything more about you than what I’ve understood. I don’t want to listen to their words being sharp on you, I can’t just take it. Even though I’m aware that somewhere along the journey you went wrong. I refuse to believe it. Let things be as such, if these emotions are a dream then let me sleep forever for at least I can be with you until I wake...
Tonight- A memory of a valentine
Tonight I see
Tears in the eyes of those victims who were a part of this
Tonight I see
Those shining stars look with regret at a sight of his
Tears in the eyes of those victims who were a part of this
Tonight I see
Those shining stars look with regret at a sight of his
Tonight I hear
The sounds of whisper fading away
Tonight I hear
The voice of his through the travelled ways
Tonight I feel
The arrogant wind bury my face filled with tears
Tonight I feel
His mysterious presence though it indulges me with fear
The arrogant wind bury my face filled with tears
Tonight I feel
His mysterious presence though it indulges me with fear
Tonight I thought
Of what they might think of us
Tonight I thought
What he might think of the fuss
Of what they might think of us
Tonight I thought
What he might think of the fuss
Tonight I speak
Those words of praise in haste
Tonight I speak
Of his friendship which was a waste
Those words of praise in haste
Tonight I speak
Of his friendship which was a waste
Tonight I wish
That he should have never changed
Tonight I wish
That I never saw him engaged
That he should have never changed
Tonight I wish
That I never saw him engaged
Tonight I regret
The sweet memories we saw together
Tonight I regret
The words of his which meant forever
The sweet memories we saw together
Tonight I regret
The words of his which meant forever
Tonight I know
How those who stand beside me will be
Tonight I know
Him more than me
How those who stand beside me will be
Tonight I know
Him more than me
Tonight I pray
For all those in love
Tonight I pray
For all the peace that symbolises dove
For all those in love
Tonight I pray
For all the peace that symbolises dove
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